i dont know why i turn away from the sorrows that life unveils to me i dont know why i turn away from the greif and misery which seems so harsh to see i dont know why i turn away from the begger's pleas and cries i dont know why i turn away from the truth and seem to prefer living in the lies i dont know why i turn away from the love i feel for you i dont know why i turn away from someone who's been so true i dont know why i turn away from the happiness i'm shown i dont know why i turn away from the beautiful summer, which over the days has grown i dont know why i turn away from the safety that i've lived, instead going towards the dangered i dont know why i turn away from the goodness, and enjoin in what is forbidden. i dont know why i turn away from myself, the person that i no longer wish to be i dont know why i turn away from myself and the world, and prefer to hide